I'm sick of Waiting and,
I want some answers right now.
-The Oceanic Six- Dude.
Oh hai new blog! If you're reading this, and you're not some form of me, I'm going to have to ask you to leave. It's nothing personal, love! I want something that I can keep for myself, and I suck at keeping a written diary, so maybe a digital one will help. I want to be able to look back on something in 5-10 years, or even a couple of months and think 1) "Ohmygosh. Look how stupid I was..." and 2) "Look how much I've changed."
I really love anagrams. As stupid as it sounds, I think they can explain a lot. For example, I can't get one name off my mind. It's been there since last February, and although I keep lying to myself about why, anagramming it with mine, kind of helped. The first five words (yes I'm counting 'I') told a story. "Man I really think we". We... What? The last two words are pretty depressing, but that actually fits in with reality. We'll never be more than friends. We'll always be flirting, we'll always be cutesy, but we'll always be just friends.
And... I think I'm OK with that.
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